inner love

A Channeled Spirit message from the Akash:

by Holly Hawkins Marwood ~

Love is in the air!

Seeking a real and satisfying love is an eternal theme for everyone. Every single incarnated being is seeking love in a meaningful way in every single experience of their lives.

Of course, it is sought externally, via each person’s intimate relationships, family and friends and even work.  Every single encounter and interaction are a “love seeking” act!

Why is this true? It’s true because, at your core, you are seeking the highest form of conscious connection to Source through the vibration of love, which is Source!  You seek love in every single experience, interaction and moment you are incarnate!  Yet, what you are seeking is outside of you, in your external world.

At the same time, you might also hold the energy towards yourself that is not kind, loving, accepting or understanding.  Self-judgement is at pandemic levels on the planet at this time. It is a chronic “illness” that most people have, yet cannot even recognize anymore!  It is such a part of each person, and the collective consciousness, that it is invisible to you.

If you are self-condemning, or negative towards yourself, start there.  Begin to offer all the love, compassion, understanding and generosity that you’re seeking to yourself.  Forgive yourself for not being perfect.  Let your mistakes go with the generosity of assuming the best of yourself.  Offer to yourself the kindness you wish others would give to you. 

Wherever you see others not loving you in a way that feels good to you,
offer it to yourself.

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Whatever you feel you need (and this might take some time really considering what you feel you need), ask yourself these questions:  

  • Do I offer love to myself?
  • Do I give myself the same energies I would like from the world? 
  • What do I give to myself? 
  • Am I seeing that same energy coming from others?

Once you notice how you’re showing up for yourself, create the conscious, intentional shift to give to yourself all you want and need.

When you do this, you begin to release the negative patterns of how people show up for you.  You create a vortex of love (appreciation, acceptance, compassion, etc.) within you first, then the experiences in the world around you shift – who is showing up, how your family is, and how loved and appreciated you feel in every area of your life.

You are the center point of LOVE in your life.  Give to yourself all that you are craving from the world around you, or all that you wish you had when you were younger, and notice the shifts!

You are shifting a foundational pattern within you, so be very consistent with love being offered to yourself.  Make it your new reality, not simply a quick fix to get what you want from the world.  See if you can choose to make this your permanent new view of life.

If you’re already in a Self-Created Vortex of Love, one that you feel, believe and operate from, can you see how you will view the world differently and interact with it from a new point of view? If you navigate life from the energetic vortex established by your love for yourself, the world will respond in kind. It will match the love you are… the love you’ve fostered from the inside out!

Play with this as a fun experiment and notice how you showing up in a space of love for yourself ripples out into your world, which then magnetically draws the same frequency back to you!

Holly Hawkins Marwood

Holly is an International Akashic Records Instructor & Reader as well as a Conscious Channel for many Multi-Dimensional Guides. She is the co-founder of the Universal Sphere® as well as several Soul Activations brought through from these guides. She teaches and offers sessions internationally, online and locally in Northern California. Contact Holly at or    Learn more about Holly and her areas of expertise.